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" That kind of love never dies "

It's said that History is always repeating itself. And that's how I feel right now, Somehow, things are back to the way they were and I am really happy.
Now, it's my own responsibily to make sure that bad things wont happen again.
I have faith because that kind of love never dies :)
If you had the option to learn the exact moment and details of your death, would you choose to know?

I won't !  better live your life carefree, foolishly, having fun, without being constantly haunted by death. " I will die in 1 month " " I will die next week ". Must be too painfull.
Of course, I assume when you know the date of your death, you begin to realise what is truly important for you, the things you really want to do before dying, the things you want to tell your family, your friends. "After"  will be too late.
That's something we tend to forget when we don't know.

Edit : edit that don't have ANYTHING to do with the question. I seriously need to practise my English......feel like it's getting worse and worse.

Blah Blah Blah

Aujourd'hui, ça fait 10 ans que quelqu'un que j'aimais est mort d'un stupide accident de voiture.
Vous savez, le genre de personne adorable et joyeux qui ne méritait pas ça. ( bon THEORIQUEMENT personne ne le mérite mais bon, je me comprend ). Bordel il n'avait que la vingtaine quoi.
Même si maintenant je ne suis plus aussi triste parce que ça fait 10 ans et qu'il faut passer à autre chose, parfois je pense à lui et me demande ce qu'il aurait bien pû devenir. Si là, en 2011, il aurait eu des enfants,une femme et tout ça.
Je me souviens avoir toujours voulu lui dire à quel point je tenais à lui ( chose que j'ai, évidemment, jamais réussi à faire parce que je suis fantastiquement douée comme ça ). Ahah l'ironie ! Bah c'est sûr que maintenant j'en aurai jamais l'occasion, hein ?                 

Bref c'est un peu trop à l'eau de rose tout ça. Je m'en vais noyer mon chagrin en lisant Sakura ! XD


Certains expriment leur colère en taguant des insultes, en massacrant le premier mur venu, en agressant des pauvres gens qui n'ont rien demandé ou encore en hurlant sur tous ce qui bouge à la moindre contrariété.
Moi, je pense que c'est par mes rêves. Je crois que mes rêves sont en train de me dire :"Tu vois tout ce que tu n'as pas dit [ et ne dira jamais ]  aux connards de collégiens  qui t'ont blessée ? Voilà ce que ça donne ! Ces rêves, c'est toute la colère que t'as accumulée ! "

Enfin, vaut mieux être quelqu'un qui tue tout le monde dans ses rêves qu'être un psychopathe qui le fait pour de vrai !
( peut-être )
( j'éspère en tout cas )
( j'en sais plus trop rien )
( en tout cas, je n'ai jamais tué les personnes à qui je tiens dans mes rêves XD )
( encore heureux )
( là je me ferais vraiment peur XD )

Quartier des écrivains : Forever young

If you found a magical stone that could keep one person young forever, would you keep it or give it to someone else? If the latter, to whom would you give it?

I won't even  give it to the person I hate the most in the world !
I realized that there are only some months left before my exams ( not to mention the  important one in March...) and I am now becoming angished like " what if I finally don't pass the exam ? " I don't know what the hell I could do if it ever happens, I am already 22 ! 
Well,  it's kind of stupid to feel like that when you actualy don't work hard on your lessons ( especially on spanish ones XD ).
Yeah, lately I spent my time baking crepe and going out with a friend, watching TV and so on.  which [ I don't know why ) is a WAY more enjoyable than working.

Anyway we are soon in holidays so...let's forget about school and exams !

And now it's fangirling time~~

Kat Tun are having a tour and a big event in July ! I can't wait to know more about that. ( schedule  pleaaase !!! )
Hope this tour and event will help them because they are DROWNING, yeah, really ! Come on ! Not even 200 000 copies sold ?
Their new singles are not so bad but....they need something more ( Jin voice ? XD )
still like them !

And Happy New Year !

So, 2010 finally ended having a party with my friends! That was really nice, I was happy to see them again. Even my friend who is currently studying in Crete came back. We all got nice presents :D
Mine really pleased me :D I got : 
                                 -  the first book of " Cat's Eyes " <3 
                                 -  a beautifull calendar with baby animals on it. too cute *_*
                                 -  a duck-soap and a plush-toy! >w<
                                 -  and because I am known to have the unbearable habit of playing with whatever I can find,  a  necklace-like thing used to destress onself  :D.

Isn't it awesome ? :D I thank them very much :) love them <3

And 2011 is beginning ! A Happy New Year to everybody who are reading my LJ. I hope 2011 will be a wonderful year for everyone!

I wonder what will expect me this year? Hope I will get my diploma...( Okay, I am not really working for it though....XD )

I also want to try to be a better person ^_^

Good luck to people who will have exams soon~~! :)


I just watched the 10th episode of Desperate Housewives season 7 and OMG !!!! This episode is SO heartbreaking that I had to write it somewhere !!
And that's all...I think.....


There are people that sure know how to touch on your sore spot  -_-"" Hate them XD

Nov. 28th, 2010

I just came back from one of my friend's house. I only came to say hello because she studies in Metz and I don't see her very often, but her parents kept me for diner ^_^. That was very nice. I really felt good because I had been kind of depressed recently.
I also went to the movie with another friend to see Harry Potter 7 ^_^. It's a good movie ! Darker than the previous ones but still very good.
The very end of the last book is a disappointment though.

I am currently doing an internship in my father's company ! Not seeing my highschool and schoolmates until January ! *___* yay !!
Speaking of that, one of my classmates is off to Brighton ! It seems that she enjoys being there ! 
There is something very frustating with this said classmate , I mean, she is nice and fun so I like her but  I also hate her in some way. It's difficult to explain but she is very jealous and possessive and so I am...So  watching her is like I was watching me in a mirror. I hate her for that.  It shows me what I am and what I don't want to be. I know too well that being possessive hurt people I am closed to, that's why I try hard  to correct me and to hide it so that I don't hurt my friends too much. But sometime, I don't manage to control it and I end up saying or doing things that finally hurt them.

And for that, I am truly sorry...
Franchement, y'a vraiment des fois ou j'aimerais être capable de réflechir juste 1 minute avant de dire quelque chose que je sais que je vais regretter juste après.